I am the kind of person that will do anything to help someone out
The kind of person that would give her last 10$ in bank just to buy a meal to an homeless even if I had plans with that money
A girl that would put her own self aside just to make sure that someone else is doing fine
I would put a smile on my face just to not let people around me get worried
The kind of girl that would hide her own feelings just to let someone else express theirs
A woman that would love someone like if she have never been hurt and disappointed before
The kind of person that always tries to put herself in other people’s shoes just to be able to understand their situation better
Always treating people good like they all actually deserve it
Right now in my life, everything I am going through is just the consequences of me being too nice with people who are everything else but, grateful. I am going to avoid you all the details but I am currently in an appartement all empty because I have been too nice, trying to help someone out. It is crazy how I end up with no bed just because I couldn’t imagine someone else sleeping without one. How can being nice gives you that much problems. People were right, I should have take everything with me but my heart didn’t want to take everything away from that person, especially because it was helping him to have it. But, what was the point of helping, being nice to end up like some piece of sh*t. I have a big problem, I always think that people are just like me, nice, honest, with a big heart…
I always put too much trust in people and that is where I got fucked.
So after several months of using my house furnitures, here I am, moving out with NONE OF MY FURNITURES, I have lost everything. I am not sure what is the lesson I have to learn from it, but I belive there is one. I don’t want to become a mean person for someone that didn’t used my kindness in the right way but I guess I will have to become selective. That is the least I can do, because I am not planning on becoming a monster for some guy who couldn’t be grateful and thankful for everything I have done. All he could think of in this situation was himself, he didn’t took a single minute to put himself in my shoes.
I believe that God will find a way, a solution to my problems because He is bigger than everything I am going through. I have faith that everything will fall back into place.
May God bless you all,
Thank you for reading me.💕