I’ll never be the same

I remember when I used to miss the old me. She died in 2013, when some guy decided to take my life away from me without killing me. I used to wish I was dead so I wouldn’t have to deal with the scars, memories and life itself. I always knew that I would never be the same but I never thought that it could be something good. After many years of depression, I never thought that I would be able to stand back up. And here I am, trying my best to be the last hope in someone’s life because I know how it feels to be hopeless, desperate and depressed. I used to love life just like I got to a point where I wanted to end my life. But today, I thank God for my life, my breath and the second chance He gave me. So the least I can do is to stand up for those who never had the chance to have a second chance to life. Just like I need to speak up even if my own voice shakes.

So let me tell that I am far from what I used to be and I love it! I am just so proud of the woman I am becoming. It won’t make sense for me today to ignore my past knowing that it is the reason why I am who I am and I do what I love to do.

We all have to stay strong and trust the process. Yes, after everything you’ve been through you will NEVER be the same and that is the point. ๐Ÿ˜‰


13 thoughts on “I’ll never be the same

    1. Thank you very much for your comment. Nothing was easy and believe me it took me years to understand what I know today. But it is never too late, I just think that 2018 is now the right time for me to speak up. I really just got tired of being sad, depressed, and seeing my life falling apart. Today, I am stronger than ever and I just want to let people know that they CAN be in peace with their dark past if they want to. I took the decision of being happy and not letting my past destroy my life. It was hard but I do not regret my past because it is my resume, my life story and it is what made who I am today. I really appreciate your support, stay blessed ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿพ

    1. EXACTLY!! I am the one in control of my life now. We are survivors and together we need to work to help all of those who are trapped in their dark past. Let’s be their hope, we are a proof that “What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger”. Much love, stay blessed โค๐Ÿ’‹

    1. We are stronger than we think we are. And I believe that if God allows us to go through those situations it’s because He has a plan and a purpose for our lives. Never thought that my past would some day help me become a better person. Today, I am stronger than ever and I am sharing my story with no shame but proud. Proud of myself because my past doesn’t control me anymore. Proud of my story and everyone that will be touched by it. I want everyone around the world to understand that it is time to SPEAK UP THE TRUTH, no more secrets, no more lies, no more pretending. But always remember: “If God bring you to it, He will bring you through it”. Stay blessed ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿพ

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